I love Yue Yun

I love Geck

Geck Woon Space

Geck Woon constantly takes up 1/4 of my laptop monitor. You see that I have opened many applications but that area is always kept clean. That is the place where Skype sits. That is the place where my Geck would show me herself through the webcam. It is never covered. Even when she is sleeping, like when this screenshot was taken. She takes up 1/4 of my monitor. but she takes up half of my life. Rightfully so. She is my other half wat. =)

She is the center of my life

Everyday I just wait for two things to happen.

1) Getting hungry
2) Geck coming online

My Siblings

These days staying at home..i got to play with my siblings alot. disturb them. talking to them. acting stupid with them. But I think about it. About when they were young. Did I play with them enough? How was I to them? Did I teach them the right stuff? Was I good to them? I can't remember some parts of it. I can't remember when they were little children. Did i unleash horrendous torture on to them? Or I made them smile? I don't remember. And when I was in army...that period was a blank. I was not home often. And they just grew up. By the time I was back, I was in University. And they are all grown. My brothers at least..have all grown to my height (and twice me width) and my sister was not a little baby animore. I felt that I missed watching them grow up. Just those short 3 years. And I missed it. And all those nights staying back in school studying just makes it worse. I wonder if my dad felt that way. Its like my dad is watching a fast motion video...u noe those type which show how a plant grows everyday in a matter of seconds. Before he knew it...his eldest son is 25..just 5 years younger than him when his eldest son was born. I wonder if he ever felt that he missed out something. At least looking back.. I think I have learnt a lesson here. Time passed cannot be taken back. Children grown into adults cannot be shrunk to children again. I will spend time with my children. I will watch them grow. I promise. I don't want to miss a single moment. Ever again.

Hot view

I don't know what Chinghui wants... a hot view or something "hot" to look at...hmmm

UROP to hand up in 5 days and all i get is this stupid mat

5 days to UROP report submission and all I got is this stupid thing that reminds me of straw mats....

Yes, you can tell Pikachu to run, dance and fish. No, you can't tell Pikachu to do your homework.

Right.. so I should start doing my work...