My Sister

Aiyoh...was reading my sister's blog..

Haiz...somehow...feel that she dun treat us like family...her family is out there...her cell group...her friends...alamak...dunno la... but thinking back..at her age..i did feel the same ba...i felt that my friends were the close ones...compared to my family..but i thot that was because i was the eldest and the others are like the young little kids whom cant understand a teenager's troubles...

oh well...I guess that is something i dun like to see in my family..we bottle things up...except my mom perhaps... we dun share emotions and thoughts... I don't know. I did tried to "befriend" my sister...still she seem so near yet so far...physically here...yet...not there.. i don't know.. makes me feel resentful over church...her cell group...for stealing my little sister away from us. Ah crap...no cell group/church...still have other friends...oh well...at least "people of god" will not lead her astray...i pray... I don't know..i think im just bitter..that she enshrines her friends...and her cell group...

exp...she lost her handphone...and her CG helped her find it..never give up..and encourage her...and she was like..."yeah pple of god damn zhai"...alrite...somewhat along those lines...im like...liews..i would do that for her too...I would do that for a friend too...and i'm not a person of god...tsk... good things u accredit to god and the bad things u accredit to others....wat is this sia...

aniway..thats why parents dun like their children to go church...damn it...im going to BAN my kids from going church until they are 21.

Alrite...im getting mixed up here....right..nothing to do with religion...just...that.. liews she's my little sister...well not the only little sister...but still.. hey i care for her...and stuff...and want her to do well too.. but it seems...to me..that unless im from her cell group...or in her best friend's list...she wun listen to me.. haiz...

haiz...its quite easy to listen to wat i say...i just say...do homework before playing games/taking a snooze...and she's 15 you know...not like some 12 year old eager to pounce on the first game he sees...

haiz...beens quite sian to see her like no improvement in academics...even though i tried to push her...although in the wrong way according to dearie...and after all that extra effort and words of encouragement/anger...she never appreciates it... i just hate it...been her brother for 15 years...seen her grow up for 15 years.... and i do not measure up to her cell group or her sec sch frens...true i wasn't there all the time...NS took up sometime...being with my own friends...being in school....

so near yet so far...and all she had to do..was ask...

New RSAF Commercial...see liao wanna fly!

I am the wind.
On land, no blade of grass moves without me.
At sea, every rising wave is touched by me.
Wherever you are, I am high enough to see you.
And strong enough to reach out to you.
And place strength in your hand.
You may not always see me.
But you would always feel me.
For I am here.
For a higher purpose.

This is the new RSAF Commercial "I am the Wind". Has been playing on TV Mobile like every time there is commercial time... And I'm putting here cuz i think its quite good.. Its like after watching it, I really feel that extra "UMPHf" and pride to be in the RSAF. Wah seh... I'm here for a higher purpose leh. I think its a very good tagline... Oh well...