Wednesday, November 18, 2009

end of the year is near...i hope my work got lesser......yeapz..i hope...

new supervisor coming in...hope he is fun to be with...well...

Thursday, November 5, 2009

im on duty...recently been looking at HDB stuff...

excited...

im starting to look positively in my job..with geck's support..i look forward to having a future with her and also having a well paying job...

still lots to do...lots to work on....

Sunday, October 25, 2009

was thinking about the days in school..and the days spent in camps..though short, they were always something to look forward to..and not to mention chalets... i miss my friends...although we were so stressed during school but looking back they seemed so carefree. i miss being in the ENS exco..being the SNS head..to organise activities, wierd ones, like the photo hunt and have the excuse to force people to participate in them...but i guess life is short...or should i say...life is limited in length..we can't always hope things will stay status quo... i guess if there were no separations, then we will not value gatherings.. i miss being in ens..i miss walking into chatter and being able to say hi to 90% of the people there. I miss squatting on roller chairs in comp labs during exam period.. i do not miss geck..becuz she always has been and always will be beside me.. and i do not miss the past because everyday with her just gets better. oh kay i guess i should stop here... lest people start vomitting...hahaha
kay la..to all my friends..i miss you guys..i miss the fun we had together...i miss those moments...one day if i miss them enough, i just might plan something....

till then...gambatte minna san!

Saturday, July 11, 2009

today i got my degree...i'm happy... but.. somehow..deep inside i can't make myself happy...

yes im immensely proud that i got first class and was placed on president's honor roll for USP...

looking at wat i get..its like perfect...its like the school saying...this is the best we have to offer...

but i feel so..lost...i feel that im not the best..i can't live up to the name that i have been conferred. 2 months into my job and i dun seem to be as efficient as i would like to be. things left unfinished. everyday i'm asking myself...wats left?..wats the first thing i need to do when i reach back office. is there things to be thought out before i go back office. so that i can think outside and once go back office can start doing....

somehow i just don't get it...i hope i get it...i just dont..

my boss remarked to me yesterday "hey i din noe u have first class"...

alamak...paiseh to share ma....1st class..still make a mess out of things...

everything also need to be spoonfed...alamak....

if i kena nevamind...but i dun want to cause my boss to kena because of my mistakes... liews....

haiz..everything i do...or everything that i think aobut...my conscience bugs me...

maybe i should ignore these panicky thouts...and just tell myself...everything will be alright eventually. if there is an eventually..

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Saturday, June 13, 2009

My latest Masterpiece



Grandma and Granddaughter watch TV circa 2009

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

A: Go west, young man, go west!
Q: What do wabbits do when they get tiwed of wunning awound?

The Least Successful Collector
Betsy Baker played a central role in the history of collecting. She
was employed as a servant in the house of John Warburton (1682-1759) who had
amassed a fine collection of 58 first edition plays, including most of the
works of Shakespeare.
One day Warburton returned home to find 55 of them charred beyond
legibility. Betsy had either burned them or used them as pie bottoms. The
remaining three folios are now in the British Museum.
The only comparable literary figure was the maid who in 1835 burned
the manuscript of the first volume of Thomas Carlyle's "The Hisory of the
French Revolution", thinking it was wastepaper.
-- Stephen Pile, "The Book of Heroic Failures"

Sleepy me

Once I slept in my JC computing lecture back in 2001 (ok i sleep all the time in lectures but out of all of them..this is the story of one) and my teacher, Mrs Tan, called my name suddenly because she caught me napping.

I immediately woke up and repeated her last sentence. And she was surprised and said,"Wah you really got listen when you sleep ah."

Well..for the record..i was dozing off so I was still listening...but close to sleep...hahaha

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Physics Qn

A road sign is erected at the entrance of a hospital.

(Circle with a 25 inside) you know la...speed limit of 25km/hr


This means that cars cannot travel more than: A. 25km in 1 hour B. 7m in 1s C. 70cm in 0.1s D. 7cm in 0.01s

What do you think is the answer?

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Crunch time

I have...exactly 28 days to finish up my FYP...

Right now my heart is abit chattering...

What will I get in the end? Will all my work be all for naught? Not that I worked especially hard...but I did...work hard....tsk...

I'm dead....Nothing seems to be going my way...

I don't know..the testbed is not up...even if it is...can i use it in time???argh....

Now all I can do..is to use my comp and simulate
simulate simulate simulate....

Not exciting liao like that..argh...from a not so accurate simulation to a more accurate simulation... and what do I have to show for it?

Argh...please...give me a gd grade for FYP...all I need is that.....its so near..yet so far...

Oh man..i want this to be perfect...not the half-baked kind of thing that i was doing in UROP...but i think im all out of time....

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Planting rice is never fun

Damn..my experiment maciam planting rice...make until my back damn pain...aiyoohhhh...

Lao le lao le...

Take a look at my new hi-tech gadgets man!

This is how my desktop in lap look like...I try to use both comps at the same time so that I can cut download times by half...still take freaking 3-4 hours...



My babies...

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

CrunchTime

I have a playlist in my Windows Media Player

Its called "crunchtime"

It has only 3 songs
爱拼才会赢
天意
一百万

perfect when you have to do wat you have to do

Monday, January 26, 2009

Mok and Kwok




For 20 seconds, i was thinking...huh..u mean they are just friends, just broke up?

and the next 20 seconds, i was thinking ok...they are really taking it slow ah....scandal -> friends -> something else...well.....

Just watch the partial eclipse today...well...very weird..seems like swaying to and fro can help u see the eclipse better...hmmm upload video next time