Today I got angry. And made Geck upset. Damn. I need to learn how to control my temper. So many times I have lost it. Of course, I would not say I lost my anger for no reason. But I realise that there are no reasons in the world that could justify being angry at the one girl that you truly love.
So I had this "brilliant" idea. I made some cards. Not really make. I just took my old ENS namecards and started writing. Writing about what I should do when I get angry with Geck. So that when I'm angry and I can read those cards and calm myself down. I think its important that we write things down. Seeing it is more effective than just visualizing it in my mind. Especially when you are angry, you tend to get your mind clouded.
So the only problem now is, can I remember to look at the cards before I start saying out my angry words? And I must bring the cards whereever I go.
Some might think, that this demostrates my lack of love for my gal, because I need a constant reminder. But I think it demostrates my commitment to the problem and my determination to give my girl the life that she deserves. A good life for my perfect girl.
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